Sunday, May 15, 2016

A Box

We lulled a bit of our morning away watching "Tiny Houses."  I'm a bit intrigued by the designs and thought put into these small structures.  For myself, it might be a fun adventure at the beginning, but I think the need for space would get to me.

It got me to thinking how I've been feeling for awhile now....boxed up or trapped both at both a professional and personal level.  In both areas, I feel a positive change is needed.  Of those two, there are three key areas that I feel I need to change in my life.  My problem is that I don't know quite how to do it.  Before I know it, another week has slipped past me and I'm right where I was ...well for awhile now.

So, tomorrow is Day 1.  Tomorrow, I will focus on my health.  I'm going to pack a gym bag and take it with me to work.  It will hold exercise clothes in it and gym shoes.  I'm going to place a goal for myself for this coming week.  Leave and go to the gym one day this week.  The gym is free to workers, so no excuses.  I'm only going to say one day for now and see if I can make that happen.  Despite all the deadlines, and the pressure to stay late ... I need to make this happen.  I need to start towards positive health.

The other two are a bit more complicated and this is not the place to discuss the issues at hand, but I remain hopeful and am going to start committing it to prayer.  More on the knees (figuratively) praying on it, and less in the head thinking about it.  Give it God each day, out loud and often.  I know He knows, and is the keeper of my heart, and I earnestly pray, pray that God will heal and restore.

That's it for now...